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Water drops
Leaves fall
Wind blow
I breath on and on
My soul is wandering
My mind is thinking
My heart is beating
I keep falling on and on
Falling in the midst of a cliff
Feeling a strange reaction like this
Fear is out
But safetiness as in me
Loneliness vanished
Happiness fills me in
Ironic isn't it
Or this is Love that's it.



Can there be love at such a young age?

A lot of people say that the person that u fuss and fight with the most is the person that you are going to start to like and maybe even love. Well I didn’t believe it. But now I do. There was this boy eighth grade that I used to fuss and fight with everyday.
And I never thought that I would ever begin to like him more than a friend. But I did. And when I started to like him I never knew that he liked me until somebody told me that he did. But I still didn’t believe it until we went to camp during the summer. That’s when he started throwing hints that he liked me. Well after camp was over I didn’t see him until a week later. It was the day after my birthday and he was across the street by his cousin house. We talked for about ten minutes but then he had to go. And I didn’t see him again until the first day of school. When I got to school that morning he was the first person that I saw that I knew so I went and I stood by him. During that first week of school I was so nervous that I avoided him the whole week. Well that Friday a friend of mine called me and ask me if I liked him and I told her that I did and I didn’t even know that he was on the phone. That made me even more nervous. Then he told me that he liked me too. Nobody else knew it but I was blushing when he said it. I guess the reason I was so nervous was because I had never had a boyfriend before. Well now we have been going together for about three months. Our relationship hasn’t been perfect because of me. we have had a lot of problems that I blame myself for. I have also made him mad plenty of times. But I think that he really wants to work things out cause he has broken up with me because of the way that I have mistreated him in the past. Well after he broke up with me he called me and told me he was sorry and he was willing to try again. Well since we’ve got back together things have got a little bit better. And I have told him many times that I love him but I don’t think he believes me. Well now I have the feeling that he is going to brake up with me because I haven’t called him at all. And he hasn’t called me either. I’m scared that he is going to brake up with me and I’m not prepared for that yet. So what should I do?





15, 17, 15 “TEENAGERS”

Only 15yrs old & she stands alone
with a baby in her hand, heart like a stone
tears so freely escape her eyes
as questions fill her head, "why?” a child so young once full of glee
has nothing, but hope & a baby to feed
- thoughts of the young boy who stole her pride
he spokes sweet words, pure lies.
Now she prays wishing the hands of time would go back
to the day he said those 3 little words, "I'll be back."
he never returned, never called, just vanished away.
she loves him, even though he promised he would stay
yet, 9mths later, he's no where to b seen
& in her arms is Baby Maxine
He's only 17, & he thought he loved her
but he don't know. The 1st thing about raising a daughter
he has to go to such, too embarrassed to call her
don't even know. Her parents abandoned her
it's too late now, 9 months. Later & a baby girl
he wished he ruled the word
he loves her, but not enough to tell her
she wouldn't understand, after all it's 9mths. Later
from, then on, both never knew laughter
_ Baby Maxine grows up so quickly
15yrs. later, 9mths. Pregnant, with just 4 little words.

LOVE IS SO SICKLY!


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How Hard Do You Fall?

When it comes to love, are you too scared to jump off the cliff or have you already crashed to the bottom of the river? Find out whether you're missing out on adventure or putting yourself at risk.


1. Your best boy bud admits that he's been crushing on you for two years. You
1. think he's being funny. As usual.
2. get ilang and start avoiding him.
3. can't stop thinking about him.
4. jump into a romantic relationship with him.
2. Two days before a blind date, you
1. pig out on chocolates while staying up late watching Home Improvement reruns.
2. think of foolproof excuses to back out.
3. scavenge you closet for the right outfit.
4. get facial, wax, and hot oil treatments.
3. After three years of no contact, you see your crush, BJ, again. You
1. can't place who he is right away. He looks different.
2. hide and pray to God he doesn't spot you.
3. are ecstatic! You look so much better now.
4. wonder why it took three years--you've been searching for him everywhere!
4. After chatting with Internet Guy for a few weeks, you decide to
1. find someone else to chat with. He doesn't seem interested in meeting you anway.
2. stop yourself from chatting with him 24/7 (and end up falling for him).
3. meet up with him and see if sparks fly in person.
4. say "Yes, I'll be your girlfriend" before you even meet.
5. A secret admirer sent you a poem. You
1. think it's even more baduy than those funky artista notebooks.
2. know for sure that the poem wasn't for you.
3. go to school the next day wearing your prettiest outfit. You can't help it, you're inspired.
4. tell everyone you're hookin up with your secret admirer as soon as he reveals his identity.
6. You see your boyfriend with another girl in the mall. You
1. start texting your cute classmate in English class. Revenge is sweet.
2. cry your heart out in yet another "We Hate Boys" bonding session with the gals.
3. confront your guy about it straight away!
4. turn a blind eye. It doesn't matter what he does as long as he stays with you.
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You answered mostly a's!
Boulder High. You can't understand why couples baby talk or why your friends are so into their crushes. Give your Romeo a chance to prove himself and maybe you'll realize that love is a great adventure - pet names, heartbreaks, second chances and all.

You answered mostly b's!
Scaredy-Cat. Past experiences and horror stories from friends leave you too scared to fall in love. Burst out of your cocoon and take the risk! Who knows? Your happy ending may just be waiting to happen.

You answered mostly c's!
Grounded Gal. You're currently in love or are aware that true love is just around the corner. You go to school looking your best because someone makes you smile. Just hang on to your sanity and you'll stay inspired.

You answered mostly d's!
Deep Sea Diver. You are in too deep - your efforts at love are inspiring but they can turn you into a modern-day martyr. Ever heard of the saying "Too much of anything is bad for you?" Know your limitations before you hurt yourself.